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Something happen today, and it give a little big shock to me actually. 
When i think again, maybe i'm a part of it too. Maybe because i'm not care enough for her, or even asking how are she doing lately... 
This is sad, really sad. 
We will never be same again,
Will not praying in the same way again. 
Will not gonna like our past. Will never again. 
She is one of few people that i can consider my best friend. And it hurt, when she not tell you about this big change in her life. You know it from others! 
If people tell me that you are disgusting in their eyes, but i will never not, friend.
You still you. In different soul, maybe?
I find myself sad, regret, and hope you know what you are doing and happy with your choice. 
It feel sad. 
Maybe you will never know, but i shed my tears for you. A lot.

-08.08.2016-
-sibolga-